When you □□□□get those □□□□ rare mom □□□□ents of c □□□□larity, t □□□□hose flas □□□□hes when □□□□the unive □□□□rse makes □□□□ sense, y □□□□ou tried □□□□desperate □□□□ly to hol □□□□d on to t □□□□hem. They □□□□ are the □□□□life boat □□□□s for the □□□□ darker t □□□□imes when □□□□ the vast □□□□ness of a □□□□ll, the i □□□□ncomprehe □□□□nsible na □□□□ture of l □□□□ife is co □□□□mpletely □□□□illusive. □□□□ So the q □□□□uestion b □□□□e □□□□